The boiler replacement is due on Thursday. My house is a mess. Seem to have acquired a lot of permethrin-immune flies while I was away, so I'm doing a big cage-clean. My pain is a nuisance if I do too much at a time. I have to go for a blood test this morning,
I feel really shaky.
Oh that's such a lot to take on board isn't it. I've got a stressful week, too. Sky installation today, having a carpet fitted on Wednesady, need to get a massive table to the tip somehow before Wednesday and a doctor's appointment on Friday. I'm going to the shop that sells the fly papers this morning. Message me your address and I can pop a few in the post for you. You'll get them in the morning x
Hope that the blood test went well and you managed to get all the cages cleaned.
Also hope the boiler replacement goes smoothly.
Cages cleaned, but the house a tremendous mess - two days to sort out, but I have meetings on both days and another vet visit tomorrow.
Tonight I took two rats to the vet - one had been badly bitten by a cage-mate while I was away, and the other needed euthanasia for probable kidney failure and skin cancer. That was very traumatic,
So low I don't know what to do anymore
feeling very anxious and scared, gone on too long
Feeling anxious
Constantly anxious and exhausted
So lonely and broken 
