"Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes I'm coming home, I'm coming home Tell the World that I'm coming I'm back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong.." As nice as a song this is, the melody hurts me, leaves me tight chested.
Because for too long I've been led to think, life will not happen and for me it goes further than love, because even though love for others is the driving force of my emotions, I was never the teenager who felt she must get partnered up, because I've truly never had anyone to fall back on or soften the blow from birth, so in a positive direction I knew happiness lay with me no one else, then life takes advantage over and over questioning, every aspect of who you thought you were and you are in the loneliest place of your life and if your anyone like me, you can even say it with an awkward laugh.