Depressions

[smhsaab]

I feel depressed and I don't want to live anymore i hate this life. Depression affects my entire life and I can't communicate with any one i just don't want to talk to anyone, i lost the desire to love the life.

What to do please indeed no intentions for killing my self or death at all just bored of caring about anyone I know, i feel like running away from every one who loves me it makes me feel bad but I can't do anything

[Hidden]

Hi and welcome..let me say your not alone in this..alot of us feel the same way, others worse than others...what's bringing you so down?.. I understand the feeling of running far away from others..but really your not running away from your problems/issues...they will follow you wherever you go until resolved by you....whats going on?

[jimpollard Partner]

You can phone the Samaritans free on 116 123 or email [e-mail]. They're available 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. You don't have to be suicidal to call or email.

[Hidden]

yeh life is sh!t, it is indeed a stuggle most of the time, it's a crazy thing to try and figure out or even what to do to make it better! As ellinaki asks, what's going on? Tell us.

[Wannabehard]

The depression may be emotionally, situationally and/or neuro chemically based in my opinion. I've fought depression for at least 43 of my 63 years on this earth. Many times I had no idea why. I cycled through dozens of antidepressants until i was put on a medication combination that really works for me. However i also had situational depression in that i felt trapped in an unhappy relationship. I'm out of the relationship now. Live alone. Take my meds. And I'm doing great.

I should also say I've faced many life threatening and debilitating illnesses and I keep fighting to live.

I got my mantra from an old 50s movie starring Susan Hayworth who is going to the gas chamber. She proclaims, "I want to live!" Therein lies my sentiment.

Get help. Get treatment. You can and will get better.

[jaglad]

Start by talking. It may sound silly but just communicating helps.

Wether it be to members of your family, health professional or a samaritan. You do not even have to say your true feelings, talk about life in general, it is a start.

Good Luck