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Hello, I got this website from the 988 chatline. They thought that I needed to talk to others about what I am going through. I tried telling them that I was suicidal and they did a safety plan. I'm at the place I see no point. I don't know why I came to this group. I'm done

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LilyAnnepuppy

Welcome to the community. It’s a good place to be. Hopefully you’ll get a lot of supportive replies. MDD stinks. It’s so hard to climb out of the sadness ditch. I’m glad the hotline worked with you about a plan. You’re not alone here.

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Paint4Health in reply to LilyAnnepuppy

You're not alone. MDD tricks us to thinking that we have to self isolate and that there is no other option then leaving this earth but please know that there are others on this forum who empathize with you and just by taking this step you are demonstrating that you want to be here. In fact, you are seeking community and that is HUGE! You have a community here. Just keep posting.

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LilyAnnepuppy in reply to Paint4Health

Thank you Paint4Health, but I think you’re replying to BER1216?

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Paint4Health in reply to LilyAnnepuppy

Oops, thanks.

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Paint4Health

You're not alone. MDD tricks us to thinking that we have to self isolate and that there is no other option then leaving this earth but please know that there are others on this forum who empathize with you and just by taking this step you are demonstrating that you want to be here. In fact, you are seeking community and that is HUGE! You have a community here. Just keep posting.

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Bogner45

How old are you? Do you have children 🤔

Hi, I sure hope you don't do something that can't be undone. I've had suicidal thoughts and a few attempts in the past, plenty of thoughts actually. There really are better days ahead please believe me. Maybe not jumping for joy better but definitely better! Life can be very difficult to navigate but the unbearable days won't last forever, nothing lasts forever and this to shall pass. Call someone and talk to them if possible, I don't have much of a support group here at home but I think about what my doing something like that would do to them, for the rest of their lives they would feel responsible! You are feeling terrible and having an awful day but please don't scar the people who care about you by doing something so permanent because of a temporary shitty day, month or year! If all you get done today is get through today that's plenty. Peace.

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amychris

Hey, I feel similarly. Are you still active on here?

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