still healing

[Delzek]

Tokay I go for another CT scan, the" Colorectal faster diagnosis services its NHS and its been so quick from when the symptoms appeared ! I'm not sure what or who to believe about my PTSD ( I still don't think I have it,) although I am still agoraphobic and suffer Panic Attacks if I do go outside,I feel I have made huge steps. I still get pretty damn depressed but am coping. I have one Dr and a psychiatrist who both keep saying it's ptsd due to the abuse I suffered as a child by my Stepfather and the situations I have been in as an adult, yet another Dr in the same practice says "Well I wouldn't go as far as saying it's PTSD " so am I and one Dr right or is the other Dr and Shrink right? I don't know? I do know that things are changing physically and mentally with my health. Ones getting easier to cope with and the other I'm having new problems! For once I'm not worried about the mental health issues and I am looking on the brightside on the physical side. TBH with all the Wars going on and the People who are in worse health than me makes me see in a new perspective on life! Good Luck and best wishes to all. Things Can get Better. Derek

[Nathalie99 Partner]

Hi Delzek,

It's great to hear from you, thank you for the update.

It is amazing to hear you are healing, I am very happy to hear that. It is really powerful to hear healing stories.

Some symptoms may come up from time to time. I am sorry about the panic attacks and agoraphobia. It feels connected with going outside. I was able to overcome/heal agoraphobia some years ago.

Stressful new situations can impact things so I need to space things if possible.

I understand what you are saying that there are others going through worse situations and I do think like this too but it doesn't take away what we are going through. Your hurt is valid, your experiences are yours and so are everyone else's.

I also wanted to say: Happy Birthday! (thank you for sharing in your reply to another person).

I hope everything goes well today.

Please share with us how things went.