Poem About My C-PTSD

[TheCubchooMaster]

TITLE: The Heaviness

Sitting on my stomach,

An endless weight of led.

Trying to understand the thoughts in my head,

As I sit here praying for death

Abuse has haunted me many a time,

I wish I could have had another life

Memories burn behind my tearful eyes,

I’m fighting a constant fight

No one understands the damage untold,

When you abuse someone's body, heart, and soul.

Don’t be surprised if they don’t want to be here,

It's better to find peace in death than live in constant fear

- K.G. MUNRO

[Nathalie99 Partner]

Hi TheCubchooMaster,

I am very sorry that you are struggling with the aftermath of your trauma.

People who hurt others, often don't realise how much impact their actions have.

Sometimes they do realise eventually but this doesn't change that we still are left with symptoms.

I am so sorry that you went through so much...with lots of support,

Nathalie

[TheCubchooMaster in reply to Nathalie99]

Thank you <3 This poem is for everyone on this platform, CPTSD can be hell to live with.

[peacefulandcalm Encourager]

hi, I really like your poem a lot. It describes it so well for what I go through too. It is very good poem of CPTSD, you have a talent. It is horrible beyond comprehension and you captured it in this amazing poem. I hope we both come through soon to some feelings of peace and safety <3

[TheCubchooMaster in reply to peacefulandcalm]

Thank you so much <3

[Dolphin14 Moderator]

CubchooMaster

Very well written, captures the emotions we feel and the lack of understanding we receive.

It shows your deep pain and I'm so sorry you are suffering.

🐬

[samack]

I suffer from C-PTSD too. Mine is neglect, not abuse. It has wrecked my whole life. I understand these feelings.