something nice currently is that people seem to feel that i am of sound enough judgement to offer opportunities, even with no capital or credit to contribute. one friend's co moves med supps to his homelands iran and pakistan. he is going to iran shortly and will be directing contacts there to communicate their needs, to me directly(!), which i will try to develop into filled orders. i should be researching hundreds of companies in europe and the west to nominate us for distributorships. i have no credentials but i hope it is possible to do enough that i can learn the business {which is about to be paid for it's first order(s) fill} and maybe someday prosper as my relationships to family etc cannot be properly maintained very well with no income. there are other opportunities also, so i have lots to think about.
my volunteering and recreation through community centers has really helped me to meet good mature people to interact with in the most healthy ways. i am a block from one now, having a coffee and using the free wifi. i am having trouble uploading a photo for HU comm members so suffice to say for now, don't be (my projection too maybe) intimidated by seasonal (unrealistic demands) , be YOUR self(s) and enjoy when/what you can. and sorry if my image is sideways - you can flip it upright and see the vanishing modern man is standing ON a gate (from earth to sky?)