As during this process, a wave of grief hit me last night. What I discovered was bitterness at the root of tears. I discovered the feelings of injustice on so many levels. My memory thought of the love that was lost. I had so many losses. My best friend, my heart was supposed to be here, but he died this year. He promised to be here. I thought how am I supposed to recover without him. I loved him for 19 years. You can't control life. God is in control, yet there are moments I have questions. I know the answers will come. I discovered that bitterness is not good for me and that it affects everything I do. So I started reading articles about people who overcame bitterness. I read some inspiring articles. I need to get passed the anger. This is a moment that's Bitter-SWEET! Help!
Here's a song to process everything: