i have just been to see the doctor i am quick to say no my usal doc as he was on leave.
i had a asthma attack so had to see someone but never thought i would come away in tears and be so upset.
he said i would help my asthma if i joined a gym and lost weight does he not think i have been down this road before how the hell can i join a gym when i can hardley walk and i am in constan pain. all he see was some fat woman before him he did not bother to ask why i walked with a frame whyhe does not know what it is to struggle to do any task.
he did'nt bother to check to see what was wrong with me just judged on what he thought he saw.
I struggle daily to get my weight down thought i was doing so well as i have just lost a stone. i am on steroids every day so it is a up hill battle one i thought i was starting to win.
but becuse of his narrow mind i came home so upset what did i do eat chocolate now i am upset at my self for doing that.
i feel like dying at least then that docotor wont be bothered with this fat cow.