i know i dont use this site very often as try to just get on with it without moaning as no one understands (except u guys)
But at the moment i am really low
I am 33 on Tuesday which has depressed me as feel like i am 73 at the mo, embarrasssed as my 60 yr old mum can physically do more with me, and has to help me with my 1 and 5 yr old
ALSO a fellow fm sufferer took his life as he couldnt cope anymore! i went to school with him, and although he had other mental issues too, the pain was his last straw
i am really low as in agony ! i am on Butrans Morphine patches and slthoygh great in summer , they are not being so effective right now!
My back, pelvis and ribs are jammed, knees swollen, neck stiff and my fatigue is chronic
I have sports massage and see osteopath regularly but seem to need it daily as it just seems incurable at the moment
I hate and never moan so here it is all at once ten fold desperate for some support and knowledge i am not alone with my pain xxx