Hi all Fm friends i had my assessment on 5th November that had me laid up Tuesday in bed suffering!!!
but letter came Saturday although i was accepted on the 7th so am pleased
but i was tearful!! not sure mixed emotions as i guess its been such a hard 2 and half years the battle not a clue what was next on the agenda both in The Medical path and my body and what suffering it has had to go through.
Asked me hands and parking meters or walking i said hmmmm both !! hahaha with a giggle as i had said hands arms, anyway my feet are painful too and my legs and back spine.. but its how it hurts i guess and they observe you ? not sure i had a lovley lady.
Made me do a walk down a very long corridor which seemed forever yet i would of run that like anyone not so long back.. who knows we comes to us .
I said well i do not need for parking meters as don't really ever use any and the one i did i got a fine! because not displayed correctly where to pay which was way away..ohhh so i not really interested in them. maybe if i go to the seaside perhaps as the disance i had to walk was unreal i laid on a bench half way and i got photos!! in the summer .
(A lot of people fraud this for parking Meters which i only just learnt huh whyyyy am i gormlus sometimes) Well i don't use them like i say the one i did use i was disgusted with a fine and i fought it too as i had photgraphic evidence ! but it can be a tough fight.
I actually find that using a walking stick is too painful and sets certain things off that puts me in tears.
When your brought up with Tough love not much huggles and told to get up and get on with it and theres more fish in sea etc etc you battle pain, aches etc etc and think stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with it but how can you get on with it if your body does not let you ??!!
I wish you allll the best way of coping and that things are not too tough