Hi I am new to this site but just had to write my thoughts down otherwise I think I might go mad!! Last year I went to see Take That & Robbie in concert..what followed was amazing!! I started reading Robbies blogs and commenting in the forum regularly, over time I began to make friends One of the girls suggested we make a private group on FB so it would be easier to chat in real time..that was a year ago last week but unfortunately my mood swings have caused problems and I can almost see myself 'throwing tantrums' (I am too old for that!!) They are all so loving and happy but I cant keep up with their energy sometimes and finally tonight I said something to one of them that was unforgiveable and so I have left the group as I feel it isnt fair on them Now I feel so down and lonely ... for the most part I cope with this awful condition but at night I feel so alone I cant sleep, my legs always feel worse and when the reat of the house are fast asleep my mind tends to wander grrrr! I hate being like this... I used to be an outgoing, fun loving person, who was popular and active! Now I feel I am either depressed or grumpy and snappy !!
Sorry to moan on my first blog! Does anyone else feel this way and lost friends with the mood swings??