Hi, This is so hard for me to admit but i think i might be developing a problem with drink as i find with my pain killers it helps the pain. So every afternoon i start drinking beers and this seems to help me manage my pain. I am afraid to tell the doctors this as they dont seem to understand how i am feeling. On top of this they have stopped my anti depressants so i have been on a real downer for the lasdt week. They never even weened me off them. We had been planning on going for one more round of ivf this year after losing our triplets last july. But now i don't know if my body could cope with pregnancy. I feel so down. sorry for my grumbling, i just cant see and end to all this.