went to my friends yesterday which was lovely ,
feel really stupid though i didnt take any of my meds cause i wanted to have a drink with her ,
all was going well and i didnt drink that much ,but at about 4 this morning my body decided it really didnt fancy any alcohol in its system so i was sick ,
my ibs is now paying me back aswell
i didnt dare take any meds on my raw stomach so i havnt had any pain relief for well over 28 hours ,
im so fed up ,i want to be like other people my age !!!
i want to beable to have a laugh and a drink ,to go dancing act like a complete wolly just for a little while ,be just lyndsey not mummy !!
im in so much pain i cant believe it ,remind me if i ever say my meds dont work
they really really do !
i dont exspect any sympathy its self inflicted ,just wanted to get it off my chest
hope everyone has a lovely easter
love and gentle hugs to everyone xxxx