quite frankly...............i just wish i wasnt so strong, why??................. because then i could just.........well simply.........cry!!!! thats all i wana do is cry and yell and rest in bed all day ( which is everything i never do, even on my worst days!) i dont want to have to move and i dont wana have to explain myself. I dont want to have to hide the pain anymore or feel like im being a hypocondriact because people dont understand.........or simply dont want to listen if its not about them.
Im in agony and quite frankly fed up ov feeling like crap day in day out!
I dont know why I find it impossible to show my weakness and admit.......i just dont have the strength..................
aaaaaaaaggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
sorry rant over x