Well thanks for the comments last night all. I did enjoy my Ben & Jerrys (cherry garcia yum yum) and i manage to watch the whole film (a gerard Butler one). I had to take a diazepam and a tramadol for the pain and muscle seizure but i settled down at 7.30 and although as usual i woke every 2 hours i did get more sleeep than i usually do.
However when i woke at 6.30 to get my son up for work i found he had eaten the stuff i got in for his packed lunch so i had to give him my stuff.
If it wasnt for the fact i know as his first week at work after 2mths off sick he hasnt any money yet i would have made him buy his own.
I was very annoyed, he hadnt done all the dishes (left the roaster etc) and let the cats sleep on my sofa again so covered in cats hair so i was very stressed again.
After yelling at him i came online to find a email from my friend in germany with fibro so i replied to that and by reading her problems i calmed down and felt mine wasnt so bad.
I am not going to do anything for the majority of the day simply becasue my legs are on fire again and i need to completely destress.
But i wanted to say thank you and a good morning to all you wonderful people on this site. I am so glad i found the link to it.
sorry for the essay again. xxx