Stressed/bleeding lumps

[RGriff]

I have two lumps on my spine which have been there since October, my doctor said to wait a few months and if they are still there I will be sent for a ultrasound. There still there.I'm also bleeding from my rectum for the last few months which is terrifying.

I went to a&e about the bleeding and they told me that they would send an outpatients appointment which I'm waiting two months for. I'm not sure if they are related.

Also have a batholian cyst which grows and shrinks daily.

Also I'm experiencing a lot of dissociation lately where I don't know if I'm still here in this world. The brain fog lately, I honestly don't know who I am.

I'm not blaming vaccines but I have never felt this bad in my life.

I would hate to think someone is going through what I am going through.

Just asking to see if anyone is experiencing this. I was a carer and worked a lot of hours and I know my body just gave up from my over working hours.

I woke up paralysed two years ago with no speech and my left side gone, still no answers as to why it happened.

Sorry for the long message but I love how everyone helps eachother out here and shares experiences, it means a lot ❤️

Really feel like giving up sometimes, I'm not even adding my daily joint pain into this because I've so much pain at the minute from other symptoms

Yours kindly

Rose

[Yassytina FMA UK Volunteer]

Hello Rose, you have had a lot going on , NHS waiting times are awful but I would give your doctor a nudge too chase up this appointment as your still bleeding from your rectum, I know my daughter has had too ask more than once for doctor too chase up appointments and it has helped. Being a carer is very hard work and putting in so many hours , now with health conditions and Fibro no wonder you need too take it easy on yourself. I remember looking after late family and it wipes you out, I have not been able too work the last few years as CFS/Fibro changed my life , I get frustrated but I really do take it day too day as some better than others. My roll now when I can is too help my daughter as she’s currently full time teacher training and has 2 young boys. Whether it making a meal or looking after them after school that’s an achievement now . It’s okay too write your long post ,we all need someone too listen and understand . Chase the doctor and if you see any changes your not happy with get yourself too A&E again. Shame we have too push these days , please take care of yourself and let us know how you are getting on xx

[RGriff in reply to Yassytina]

Thank you for replying. Appreciate it.It must be hard having CFS and fibromyalgia.

That's good that your there for your daughter.

Yeah I think I'm gonna get an appointment next week. Too busy this week. I do think taking each day by day is the only way. I'm trying to not be stressed but it's hard not too when so much going on.

I will thank you ❤️