As per things have been changing around me without even a bat of an eyelid or any form of recognition from myself. That's progress for you.
I am aware that recently I've been saying I'm back again and then I disappear for months again and then I'm back and gone again etc etc etc but there's been a lot going on. I know it's no excuse but I've been going through a lot recently.
And only the other day managed to drag myself from the depths of depression and tell myself to man up, as per.
So I dyed my hair again and put a lot of new pictures of nothingness on my blog in some attempt to feel better about myself.
I was also in a car accident, car flipped over and all that jazz so that used up a lot of my energy recovering from that. Fortunately there was no one badly hurt just bruises and my fibro buggering about some how.
Oh and I discovered that my beautiful little baby boy, is a floppy eared baby girl. Oh well espresso still fits. (She's a bunny) That's just about all the amusement that has come from recent events..
My sleeping pattern is so unbelievably screwed that something like 3 days ago I slept 24 hours and now I've not slept in..however long. I don't really mind I just dislike the feeling I'm getting that I'm missing out. I'm not sure what on.
I'm writing a novel again though..possibly not something to the taste of many and I am well aware of that but if you want to know more then I am more than willing to divulge a little more and possibly give you the link to the first part that is available.
I've also got a guy I'm very interested in and appears to express interest in return.
Irrelevant I know I just like telling people
Please all take care of yourself and I promise I really will try to be here more often..sorry.