Fibromyalgia: Is like having 5 heavy books and a headache and a stocking over your head with woodworkers G-clamps on every muscle in a human body that sometimes get tighter and sometimes they don't. These G-clamps are always there, so that we continuously feel the weight. Then add 1 more health condition then all hell breaks loose, add two conditions then it's a perfect hell on Earth.
I have more than 10 other conditions to take into account... Have you any idea how I feel. Yes, no expletives to express the problem! But, safe to say you are all clueless! Sympathy I don't care for it!... Understanding why yes of course I need this but all of you don't give a single iota!
Why? Because you feel the weight of our moaning.. Fine switch off but, please do not ignore us! We are trying to find answers where there are none! And, you're not helping!
After sending this page to my ex-wife, this is her reply.
You are frustrated and angry because you want answers, you want a stamp that says this is the key to it all, this is the missing piece and now everyone will believe it at last, even your Mother, even Your Stepfather must surely see with this final missing link just how much pain you have been suffering all these 33 years while they would not listen.
The missing link is you. Your internal emotional and mental suffering, your being affected by people you have found insufferable, your dismay at being locked in a childhood surrounded by immoral behaviour and torturous minds. Your inner child is outraged by them all, and you want them to pay for it. You want that missing piece to be the golden chalice to reign victorious amid a sea of ugly souls whom would see you as a failure, a liar, a different kettle of fish to them.
Your suffering has caused you the manifestation of bodily suffering. You don’t need anybody to ‘see the truth’ of your pain. We are all in an illusion of sorts, of our own making. Your outer pain is very real and your inner body reactions to foods are extreme, because you don’t want to be in this intolerable place, so you punish yourself with foods you know will cause pain to a battered immune system.
You need only love yourself. See the utter beauty of who you are...not your outer appearance, not your nature, nor your personality. Look at what you are vibrationally. When you close your eyes and speak to that which you call God, you are naked, derobed of everything but your fundamental essence of being. It is this you need look to. This will help you stop looking for the secret to the health condition, in the same way I am looking for answers for my conditions. It is all nonsense, all irrelevant. Look past it all and you will know what is important. You will just let it go, focus on happiness, healthiness, and the oh so important missing ingredient will cease to be important, because you will have found your own way forward.
This message has been channeled from the core of me, so please don’t read into it that I am judging you or forsaking you, instead I am showing you as much love as I can by nudging you towards “you”. You will not go wrong. Only you can be your judge. You are loved.
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