I have been mega busy...and been in pain for 2 days straight when I should be sleeping. I am surprised I have not slept in class yet...the pain is unbearable. Just want to be 18, this knee operation will be a help. Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas..I will do another post on the 19th...going to my mum's then. I am also in a relationship, so its nice to have company when I am struggling at college. Anxiety is not to bad now except yesterday when people came in the class, I hate when they expect you to make friends when you are suffering a very bad mental illness that don't seem to go away without tablets. I must keep strong and fight the demons away...