Hello there my friends.
It's been a while, I know. On the 4th of Sep, while on hols in Ireland with my Mum, my Dad had a massive heart attack and died in seconds.
From that day my whole life became a dream.....I had to fly to Dublin to be with my Mum..... and stay and support her until my Dad's body was flown back to england..... It's so very hard to watch the pain and sorrow in everything my Mum says or does, but I stayed with her all the time.
On Friday we finally got to lay my Dad to rest, after weeks of hold ups.
On Saturday morning, I had a complete meltdown... my Brothers were with my Mum, so I came home.
I am so very, very sad and just feel numb! There was no build up to this! He was a fit and healthy (ex army) 73 year old, who took long walks with my Mum along the seafront or fields where they live on the south coast!
They were married for 55years!.....I needed to get this out of my system guys, and also let you know that I haven't left you all!!..... Much love my friends... Ninja.....♥♥♥