My fibromyalgia is still on a downward spiral, my family situation is only getting worse. my mum now lives 20 miles away. I am having to live at my boyfriends part time as my father is in such a mood he's just a making my anxiety level to get worse. My doctor is not helping with my medication I am now on 20mg zomorph 2x a day and up to 60mg oramorph, paracetamol and naproxen. All of which is barely helpong. I sleep 1 to 2 hours a night always working in cold sweat after horrendous nightmares. I'm getting migraines last 4 to 7 days probably once a fortnight I cannot see light tower and I cannot move the pain in my hip my back my neck my legs and my chest pain it's always between 7 to 10 out of 10, the medication, physiotherapy and clinical psychology is doing nothing. I'm supposed to have them put on for Pregabalin but I have not. My parents are fighting out amongst themselves dragging me into it when I've asked them not to for my own health and sanity and then they get angry with me when I don't say that they're innocent party both of them they're both in the wrong and that both been wronged by the other. I don't know how the situation is going to end but I can't see myself going back on an even keel any time soon. My depression has got so much worse I've had to message the Samaritans so so bad I say unable to move the pain grandmother and aunt trying to help both been away but I want to get involved my depression has only got worse I've had to message the Samaritans i've be so bad I sat crying in bed unable to move for the pain. My grandmother and aunt have both been trying to help me, but both been away and dont want to get involved too much.