Today has been an absolutely horrendous day. My dad died suddenly after being taken into hospital on sat evening with a chest infection which quickly became pneumonia. They then found 3 cancer masses in his lungs then sepsis got him. He was talking to us at 4pm quite normally then at 7,45 he was taken. My dad was my everything. My mum died when I was 12 so dad brought us up. Being mum and dad my whole life. I don't know how I can cope without him. I feel the pain of the fibro worsening constantly throughout the day. It is gonna be an awful future.