Morning. I am in weepy ranting mode today. I read everybody thoughts and feelings everyday on the page but today found the courage to actually speak up to.
I don't want to take anything away from Regnofibro1 being in pain as I understand as I am in a lot of pain too as I actually did get squashed by a double decker bus's doors as I got on to swipe my card yesterday. The driver who was right in front of me said he thought I was clear of the door and I should have moved forward!! bit hard when i was waiting for a mother and pram in front of me.I have a walking stick and the screeching noise I made as the door closed on to me was awful as not only was I getting squashed but I was be pushed by the door on to the pram . I cant believe the driver said that to me was when i was in pure terror and pain. I was shouting him to stop but he just watched and let them close on me.
I was so upset and then so angry that I lost it and shouted at him as it obvious I am disabled, which is not in my nature but I could believe what he had done. He could even be bothered to say sorry. He then shrugged his shoulder and started driving. I said I was not happy and that I wanted his name as I wanted to make a complaint. He just ignored me. The bus was quite full and I could hear people laughing and looking the other way. I got off the next stop as I was so shaken. I felt so upset and then stupid. It was only after I got off and the adrenaline had gone I realised I was in a lot of pain.
Annoyingly I was going home early from work as I was feeling terrible anyway so this was a the last straw. I am very tend now all over my body. I have fibro and ME.
I feel better for writing about it. Thank you all for taking the time to read this.