Hello, I feel like a good mone. I have fibromyalgia, hyper obi
It's and osteoarthritis. Things seem to be getting worse for me. I have constant cramps all over mainly on a night but during the day as well. I try to go out for a walk but it makes me worse and the more I go out y movement get more restricted.
I'm alway in pain with my hip and back, I'm running to the loo at lot. I'm living on 200 a mounth pip because my doctor thinks I can work, but Iv tried no employer understands you illness.
I feel like a lech of my family, I'm trying to make money on ebay but it can be hard as staying on computer hurts my back.
I'm 30 never had kids, wanted them so bad and relies now I never will have them. In so much pain tonight so up overthinking about things.
I do belive in trying to be positive but it's getting harder. I'm overweight but seem to be losing weight latly don't know how.
I feel the world is against me because I'm fat, it's all you hear on TV so I try not to watch to much TV. I feel I have no future and am scared by what the future might hold.
So sorry about the moan, I think I just needed to get it all out.