Thirty years of waiting for a miracle. I love these posts because I can put everything together and try to figure out what the hell is going on AND WHY US. I got the why us: Immune system and genetic makeup which is affected by the new environment. To much radiation in the air and other chemicals. If we can figure out the cause, we can work on the cure. Been trying for years and give up for awhile and start again. New things are always available year after year. I have to live here and I choose to present myself to the norms as normal as I can. Makes me feel better and keeps from chasing them away. They don't understand and they can't help so i "act as if" and it makes me feel better. Isolation is always my first choice, but being out there is more useful.