I know having fibromyalgia means bits of me hurt, other bits really hurt and a few more are unbarable . I take morphine for break through pain which on the whole is my back. So why tonight has my knuckles on my right hand decided to feel like someone is sawing it in half while blow torching each side.
I know the pain is part of this condition but at the moment I have had enough and don't know where to turn. I have had my injections into my back postponed twice ( once doctor called in sick on the day, second time hospital sent me appointment for the wrong day! )now and I will not be getting it til mid September! at least the injection makes my back cope able but now I just don't see a way of dealing with the pain. I really feel like I'm at the end of the line with just pain pain pain in my future . And now my hand, does anyone else just get so down with all the pain. All the things I like doing either mean walking or using my hands this condition is leaving so little of what is me. I used to be a glass half ful always looked on the bright side and was cheerful most of the time but now I can't see the point of anything
Any advice on how to get out of this though pattern would be gratefully received ,
Thanks for reading