I havent slept all night, so tired! feel sick with worry!
I have been off work since before christmas, and this phone call with the nurse can apparently recommend me for ill health retirement, Im only 38 (took me a while to work that out)
Work has been becoming more and more difficult to cope with. but i need to go for my own sanity. But i know at the minute im not capable of doing my job.
Im worried about this phone call as this could change the rest of my life
My husband is a self employed, so we dont have a steady income from him, im only part time but at least its a wage!
I just cant cope with this.