Im sorry if none of this makes sense, I will try to make it short and sweet. After a long long time of feeling absolutely awful (I'm 21 and have been ill for about 11 years now), with the past year of it getting worse, doctors, inc. a rheumatologist, have come to the conclusion that I have fibromyalgia and ME/CFS. They went through the route of lupus etc, put me on hydroxychloroqine which has taken away a lot of the pain and they have now signed me off of work. I feel retired and I am only 21! I have tried to be positive but I'm struggling. My partner goes off to work and I cant help but feel a little lonely and a tad envious (not in a bad way).
I am mainly writing this for any support anyone can give but mainly to find out if anyone else has been signed off and what they do to keep themselves and their minds busy. It doesn't help when you suffer from depression so me sitting at home boring my dog doesn't always help.
Im sorry that was longer than I thought it would be but thank you for reading this far!