I'm pretty good at helping others(proper little carer my mother used to say) and I know all the answers as to what I can do for myself but I'm just not coping! Dr is sending me for more blood tests as she is sure I now have arthritis in my hands and knees! All I keep thinking is, what on earth did I do to deserve this? Then I get angry and tell myself that there are worse off than me and to stop being selfish!! I've been robbed of the person I was 18 months ago and really, really struggling to see the "bright side". I'm sat here sobbing at the pure injustice of it all.... I'm waiting for my appointment with the " head people" and hope it helps me to see my way in accepting what is going on...I have many a conversation with myself and want to be strong but its just not happening at the moment! I don't normally like to put miserable posts on here but I just thought "better out than in"!!! I do hope you're all having a better day than me and thank you for listening!! Much love.....ninja..x
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