Well here goes. ESA tribunal today at magistrates court. I have had no money since January and my health has deteriorated due to lack of nutrition. I have been told the members of the tribunal can come across as very aggressive so not looking forward to it. I have been told I have a very strong case, but being the eternal pessimist I am, I'm not too sure if I will be successful. Earlier this year I attempted suicide and I know if the tribunal goes against me that I will attempt it again (more successfully this time I hope). I know I can't go on like this anymore. I haven't been able to pay my rent for months. Gas and electric bills have mounted up to the stage where I don't think I'll ever clear them. My whole life rests on this tribunal. Wish me luck (I'm going to need all the luck I can get).