Hi all,
I'm about to start the process for my first FET - going in for my scan today and will start my medication.
However, I can't help but feel so negative going into this and being convinced it's going to fail. I'd like to have a bit of hope but right now it feels so impossible.
For background, I posted a thread a while ago about how, despite having autoimmune conditions (psoriasis, psoriatic arthritis, thyroid antibodies), my clinic is refusing to give me any medication for an autoimmune protocol. I've run out of fight and am exhausted, so I'm just having estrogen and progesterone. And after my many many months on these forums and researching myself, it looks fairly clear that I may only be able to succeed in IVF with extra help.
I have 4 PGT-A tested embryos, so we should have a good chance, but I'm convinced my body is going to let me down, and that this cycle won't work.
I do wonder if educating myself so much and reading so many other stories has actually made me feel negative, it just feels like such a difficult thing to succeed in if you have extra issues and I've convinced myself I'm too autoimmune and probably have NK cells so it won't work.
Also it's sort of a self-preservation thing - if I expect it won't work, then I won't be disappointed if it does. But that mindset is also exhausting to me, so I'd love to get out of it and to hear some positive stories.
Did anyone else feel the same going into an FET, and was anyone so convinced it'd fail but against the odds it worked?