Im new to this site however feel in need of some words of encouragement and any good outcome stories. I am currently taking the nasal spray and am due to start hormone injections next week. In many ways I am excited however cant seem to shake these negative thoughts and am convinced that this cycle and indeed future ones will be unsuccessful;. I know I should be in a better mind set and have put on this 'front' to friends and family however can't help it at the minute. I think this is my way of preparing myself for any outcome however really wish I could believe in myself more and believe that we really do have a chance. I have unfortunately been told of so many negative stories re: IVF that I have come to believe the same for me. To be honest I am a bit of a pessimist anyway who is prone to 'pity parties' however worry that this will impact on my chances of success.
I have very little information re: my condition as during the appointment with my consultant last year when he told me the results of my hormone porfile my mind went blank. I do know I have a low ovarian reserve. My husbands sperm is normal.
I want a child so badly that I worry about the long term impact on my mental health, this is probably why I am deliberately not getting my hopes up.