Hey you all lovely people. Hope you are all well and things are going well with each one of you. The title says it all lol and I'm in disbelief I'm writing it over and over again 😅
I thought let me write a little update as maybe some of you wonder what's been happening with me 🤗
So I've travelled to Turkey in May and all ready and super excited for transfer N6. I had a brilliant time prior to transfer, travelled the country with my sis in law and I felt more ready than ever.
I had a double transfer on 5th June, 7th I flew back to UK and spent the 2ww with light walks, good food and lots of sofa/Netflix time.
I've tested from day 4 and I got a positive test as early as day 4. Day 10 HCG was 188, day 14 up to 1041, then up to 2100 in two days, the following day I got 3+ on a digital and I'm like "yessss, that's it" but NO it wasn't. 2 hours after getting the 3+ on digital I started cramping and bleeding and that was it. 4 days later I had a scan which confirmed everything was fine, HCG was already down to 180. So yeah....
Good news is I'm well, I think I've been through it way too many times to get upset and I just don't want to lose time being sad and feeling sorry for myself. I'm back at the gym, planned a few trips. I've got an appointment with a reproductive diagnostic doctor in November and until then I'll just focus on myself and being the best version of myself.
Sending lots and lots of love and positive vibes to you all! ❤️🥰😍🍀
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Hello my lovely Im so sorry to hear this but at the same time Im glad you are planning next steps and planning on a good summer. Your time will come Im sure of it. In the mean please look after yourself and take care. Sending you lots love and light xx
such a brilliant attitude. And you’re right, life is too short for sadness and if you feel you don’t want to waste time and can process without it that’s the winning way forward. You can’t control it so no it’s out of your hands and nothing you did or could do. I hope they start to get some answers for you though, otherwise I’d reinsist about getting referred to Tommy’s ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry. You’ve got the right attitude even though I know it must be so hard to keep upbeat. Hang in there, you will get there. You deserve to. Lots of hugs x
Hey lovely, was wondering how you'd been and how things were going. It must be awful to have this happen again but I also totally get what you are saying about how you've been here before - it sounds like you've got some great coping mechanisms and things planned that you are able to tune in to. Your optimism is so great to see and gives such a hopeful perspective but also if you do feel sad or numb or whatever I hope you know that that's okay too xx
I'm so sorry it didn't work, sending you big hugs! luckily you seem to have a great attitude and a bounce back plan all under control!! It's inspiring to read as I'm trying to bounce back myself from a tough fall on this journey xx
We can only keep believing and trying ! hopefully our dream will come true v. soon!! wishing you all the best of luck on your journey xx
I'm so sorry it didn't work out. It's good to hear that you have some trips away and trips to the gym planned. Sending you all the every best of luck xxx
You’re a wonderful human being, an inspiration to many (certainly to me!). Hope they get to the bottom of what may be happening, it really is a minefield xxx
aww no! Having all those positive tests must have been so hard to take when ot didn’t work out, at least I find even worse than a negative in my experience 😭 I’m sending you a big hug 🤗 to help with your amazing positive attitude to it all! You should be so proud of yourself xx
I'm so sorry 😔 you have really been through the mill but you keep such a positive attitude, it is really inspiring. I hope you have a summer of lovely things to enjoy before coming back at it again. I hope the meeting with the RI goes well. I know my issue was implantation failure, but really feel the RI and immune plan was a big factor of success in the end.
I’m so sorry that it didn’t work, but your positive mindset and plan for the next couple of months will see you through. Life is so crap and unfair, I’m sending you all my love and strength. You got pregnant and that’s what is important, it often helps me to run with that thought when hope is failing xx
Hiya nice to hear from you but sending hugs re:the outcome, you’re doing amazing remaining positive as mental health is everything. Sending good vibes and prayers for November 😘
Hey i'm sorry it didn't work this time... I love and admire your positivity though! Wish I could be more like that! xxx Wishing you luck for next time x
I have been thinking of you, I am so very sorry this has happened yet again😪. I really had hoped for good news. Your journey is relentless, but so is your positive mental attitude! you have the right idea keeping busy, planning things and not letting the sadness /disspaointment of it all drag you down to the dark depths. I know this takes utter strength to keep on picking yourself back up and fighting and being positive. you are such an inspiration. I really hope that the appointment with the reproductive diagnostic doctor in November goes well. and in the meantime take care of yourself and know we are all here for support and in this together. xx
I'm so sorry to hear this 💔 Have you had any immunology tests/treatments as part of your protocol to date? If not it may be something to consider for next time? I say that because I had recurrent loss also (I never had an issue getting a positive test from IVF but they didn't stick around) and I did some tests and was advised an immunology protocol on top of the standard. Just something to think about when you're ready, apologies if you've already done this - I did try and look back on your posts as I know how it can feel to get unsolicited advice.
Lovely lady you are such an inspiration with your wonderful uplifting attitude! I'm so sorry you are going through this, I wish you every happiness and success ♥️ this journey can be so heartbreaking xxx
I'm so sorry Lovely 😢 I can't imagine how hard it is to always have embryos implant but then lose them. It's so very unfair for you. Sending you lots of love - don't give up, I'm sure you will get there one day. You definitely deserve to xx
Awww flipping heck....I'm so sorry honey. I presumed it hadn't gone well but didn't want to ask. What a hell of a time you're having of it. My goodness, it's relentless for you both, you two never seem to get a break.😭 I can't imagine how difficult things must be becoming for you both....its not easy having the constant knocks, having to pick yourself up and be upbeat, trying to look forward. I can easily get so angry for you.🤬 If you need a wee chat, a virtual hug or cry then give me a shout. Lots of love and hugs.xxx
I’m so sorry…. I admire you so much . I’m always following your journey , as so many of us do on here. And I know one day we will read your happy ending….we are all willing it so much to happen for you. X
everytime I read your updates my heart just breaks. It’s just so unfair and soo cruel. I really hope you get get some answers in November. Keep fighting and stay strong xxx
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