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Hey my sweet lovely people hope you are all doing well ❤️

So I had my scan and doctor confirmed what I've already knew in my heart. I wish I didn't know my body so well!

Doc was so shocked and disappointed I felt like he was going to cry, the nurse too bless their hearts ❤️

Looking at the bright side we are in the right direction. My HCG has never been over 115, this time it went over 3000. I've never seen anything on a scan, this time I saw not one but two sacs so we did something right. Even though I'm heartbroken and feel like tearing my clothes hahaha I'm very hopeful for my next transfer 😊

Doc wanted some bloods and I'm waiting for the results and then will see him again and make a plan for the next transfer.

Wishing you all a beautiful day and sending you all hugs and smiles! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Oh my gosh, I just can't believe it, after such high HCG as well, it just doesn't make any sense. I have no words that are appropriate really, I am so so sorry lovely, thinking of you and sending you the biggest hug xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Daisy1245

Thank you Daisy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I'm still in disbelief lol it's just like a joke but what can we do ❤️ Just crack on with things and when the time comes try again 🥰❤️ Lots of love and hugs your way xxx

Oh lovely I’m so sorry to see this 💔 sending you the biggest hugs xxx

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Klndmr in reply to KiboXX

Thank you lovely. Lots of hugs to you too xx

I'm truly so upset for you. This is so unfair. I'm in awe of you that you can see the positives in such a difficult situation. Sending you big hugs xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Joeysjourney

Aww thanks Hun ❤️❤️❤️❤️ If we don't find positivity even in the darkest times we won't be able to carry on isn't it ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm so sorry I don't know what to say , I admire your brave personality, after three failed transfer and never having a BFP I'm already losing hope, but following lately your journey, I'm ashamed of myself , God bless your heart sweet girl and I really hope that next time it will be the lucky one ❤

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Klndmr in reply to Titawine

Thank you for your lovely words Hun ❤️❤️❤️ Hope is always there, sometimes is harder to be seen, but it's always there 🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️

Im so sorry lovely. Sending you all the love and hugs right now. Xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to SUMMERTIME02

Thank you ever so much! Love and hugs your way too x

Hun I'm so extremely sorry. Thank you for sharing your journey and being so vulnerable with us yet so positive after all the trauma! Thinking of you and sending you energy and love xx

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Klndmr in reply to Petree86

Thank you! It's so amazing to have a place to actually be vulnerable and talk your heart out when everyone around you just expects you to stay strong all the time.

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Petree86 in reply to Klndmr

Very true! ❤

Oh love, this is just such sh*t news my heart hurts for you. Our loss was after really great hcg readings too and you just feel blindsided. I hope you can get back to your hubby soon for huge hugs, or that you’re already home. Thinking of you xx

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Klndmr in reply to Solly-44

It's a really really sh...Ty outcome definitely. It's all happened so quick too lol I've returned home Wednesday and being home with hubby and my fur baby is all I needed 🤩❤️❤️❤️Best of luck with your 2ww and I hope with all my heart it brings the best outcome ever! Xx

Oh no. I’m so sorry, love. What a crushing disappointment after such a great HCG and first scan.

I’m glad that as you say, you have made significant progress this time, and also your medical team in Turkey sounds wonderful: thorough, invested and kind. They sound like the right team to get you there in the end!

I’m inspired by your endless kindness to others and your bravery, and like everyone on here, rooting for you for next time.

Lots of love xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to Redsequin

Aww thank you ever so much! Being in this community had made such a huge impact on the way I see things and the way I deal with what life throws at me. It's the best thing to be able to share the way you feel without being judged and knowing that people on here actually gets you ❤️❤️❤️❤️Hope you are okay, love and hugs your way xx

Sending you so much love, you absolute warrior.

Smiling in the face of such heartbreak

💔💔💔 xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Millbanks

That's all I've got left for now, smile and hope for the future! I'm already looking forward to my next transfer and making plans on what can be changed to improve the outcome 🙈❤️Hope things with you are good and baby is settling more and not crying as much ❤️❤️❤️Lots of hugs and love your way xxx

Oh my gosh. I am absolutely floored at this post. I just cannot believe what I have just read. I am equally astounded at the news of your loss and also your positive attitude and your refusal to be defeated, despite what has been thrown at you this morning. I am truly sorry for your loss. If you could bottle your positive attitude and sell it, you would have alot of buyers. I wish you nothing but success for your future transfer. As you said, you got pregnant, you got to see a beautiful scan and you will again. Have a safe trip home. You have alot of new supporters here right behind you.x

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Klndmr in reply to Sandydaiz

Thank you for your amazing words! I won't let this b...tch infertility defeat me definitely, whatever it takes I'll get there and will fight until I get what I'm fighting for! I wish I could spread my determination or as you said bottle it up with some positivity and sell it on Etsy 😁😁😁😁 Of course I feel very down last two days but the bad news, withdrawing from all meds and settling back home after 5 weeks away it's normal. But along with that I'm already planning my next transfer and looking forward to it! 😁🥰 The crazy ones never catch break 🤣🤣🤣Hugs and love your way XXX

I am so sorry that you are going through. Nothing I will say will make this any better but you have an amazing spirit and I hope that this helps you get through the next few days and plan for your next try. Thinking of you and sending you lots of hugs xx

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Klndmr in reply to Georgie17

Thank you ever so much! I've returned home on Wednesday and just getting on with things. Of course I do feel down and disheartened but as you said I'm already planning my next steps and next transfer is planned for September 🥰 No time to waste but crack on with things 🥰🥰🥰 Hope you are well! Xxx

So sorry to hear this sending lots of love your way xx

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Klndmr in reply to Marley15

Thank you ever so much ❤️❤️❤️

I'm so sad for you sweetheart. 😞 I'm so hoping you get you happy ending. I really am gutted for you both . Your still so positive and good for you. Next time it will happen hun. Sending you lots of love and hope ❤ 💗 xx

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Klndmr in reply to Rainbowbaby22

Thank you ever so much! And whatever happens I won't lose hope, sooner or later, one way or another I'll get there and I believe it with all my heart! Lots of love and hugs your way XXX

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Rainbowbaby22 in reply to Klndmr

Your so amazing stay positive hun xx

So so sorry to read this Klndmr 😔 absolutely gutted for you and shocked 💔 you are amazing and a true inspiration to so many on here. Still managing to look at the bright side ❤️ sounds like you have a great team behind you in Turkey. You should honestly be so proud of yourself with how far you've come and taking the positive with seeing more progress this time. ❤️❤️❤️ thinking of you xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Littlepeax

Awww thank you ever so much for your words! I always believe positivity and hope should be found even in the worst situations how otherwise would we survive and carry on? I'm definitely absolutely amazed and grateful to my team in Turkey and I believe with all my heart we are in the right direction and next time things will definitely improve more. Btw I'm glad your 12 week scan went well and i wish you with all my heart only healthy and happy days ahead! Love and hugs your way! ❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰

I’m so sorry it didn’t work out. Really feel for you. Do you think it was stressful for your womb to have 2 in there? So soul destroying isn’t it when you don’t know why it’s not working. However it sounds like you have the most positive attitude about it and some much more hopeful results.

Thank you! I dont really think it was stressful to have two embryos, if it was they wouldn't both stick I guess and I felt really good and energised all the time. I think there is some other reason for all this to happen will just be hoping docs next ideas bring a better outcome with my next transfer 😊💕💜Hugs and smiles your way xx

I really hope they can work out why xx

I am so sorry and so sad to read this, my lovely 💔 You truly are a warrior and your positivity is admirable and contagious! I wish you nothing but success in your next transfer -you absolutely deserve it! I am rooting for you. Much love xxx

Thank you with all my heart! And congratulations on the arrival of your miracle! I'm really happy for you 🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️🍀🍀🍀🍀XXX Seeing happy endings/beginnings is a huge reason for me to keep positive and keep going! Love and smiles your way x

Oh, love, thank you so much!! You are always so nice!💞💞💞 Wishing you all the best in your next transfer. Please look after yourself and take care, lovely. Lots of love back your way xxx

I'm deeply sorry. I actually can't believe this happened. This should not happen. Sending you much love, the fighting spirit you have got already :)

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Klndmr in reply to zytajones

Thank you ever so much! Love and hugs your way too xx

I’m so sorry 😞 My thoughts are with you. So many hugs.

Thank you ever so much ❤️❤️❤️

I can't express words to tell you how sorry I am to see this. I'm really shocked. We're all here for you and wishing you so much luck. I admire your attitude so much xx

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Klndmr in reply to Skittles11

Thank you ever so much! Love and hugs your way too xx Hope you are doing well ❤️

So so sorry this has happened😞😞😞 you're so amazing, strong and kind❤️ Like you say this is a milestone with the highest HCG and seeing something on scan. My heart goes out to you and your partner❤️❤️ send you huge hugs xxxxx

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Klndmr in reply to SK73

Thank you! Definitely a huge milestone compared to previous experiences, that's what gives me hope for my next transfer I believe doc would find a way to improve things and help me actually stay pregnant. Best of luck with your 2ww I hope the end of it brings some amazing news! Love, hugs and baby dust your way xx 🍀🍀🍀🍀🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️

Aw sweetheart, I'm sending you the biggest hugs xxx

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Klndmr in reply to MissSaoPaulo

Thank you ever so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Omg. I’m so so sorry. What a bloody woman you are, you are so strong and still manage to smile and look beautiful. Your an inspiration! One day you will get what you deserve xxx sending you lots of love ❤️

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Klndmr in reply to Faith103

Thank you ever so much! I try my best to stay positive, I do have some really dark moments too though but luckily they don't last too long. One day we will all get what we are now fighting for and all the pain and heartache would be forgotten! Love and hugs your way ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🍀🍀🍀xxx

My heart is breaking for you 😘😘😘 life can be so cruel. You are such an amazing person. I would love to give you the biggest of hugs right now. Take sometime to process everything. Sending you love from not so sunny Scotland xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Boo718

Awww thank you, sending some hugs right back at you! I'm taking my time I just got back home on Wednesday and already planning my next transfer for end if September 🥰 I don't want to wait for too long, I need to have a plan and be working towards things it always helps me recover quicker 🥰❤️🍀🥰

I am so sorry for you.💔💔 you are so brave. Take good care and good luck with your next transfer. Sending you all good vibes. 🤞🏼🍀✨

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Klndmr in reply to Babyrainbow

Thank you ever so much! ❤️ If I'm not wrong is OTD for you very soon, wishing you all the luck in the world 🍀🍀🍀❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

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Babyrainbow in reply to Klndmr

Thanks. My OTD is on May 25th. So fingers crossed and trying not to symptom spot and actually wait to test. 🤞

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Klndmr in reply to Babyrainbow

Symptoms spotting can't be avoided no matter what you tell yourself isn't it 😁🙈🤗 Come on roll 25th and let it be amazing and bring some amazing news! Baby dust and hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗🍀🍀🍀🍀🤞🤞🤞🙏🙏🙏❤️

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Babyrainbow in reply to Klndmr

Fingers crossed. Thanks a bunch.

I am so sorry to hear this news, lots of love ❤️ to you at this time xx

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Klndmr in reply to Star241

Thank you ever so much! ❤️❤️❤️

I am so sorry to read this lovely, sending you massive hugs. You sound like you have a great team in Turkey, they will get you there in the end. I really admire your positivity and spirit! 💪❤ You are a real inspiration xx

Aww thank you ever so much! Yes, I do believe the team in Turkey will get me there at the end, let's hope with my next transfer 🤣🤣🤣🙈🙈🙈🙈 Hugs and smiles your way XXX 🍀

I’m so sorry, sending you big hugs xx

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Klndmr in reply to Miracle43

Thank you ever so much 🍀🍀🍀❤️❤️❤️

Sending you hugs x

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Klndmr in reply to Olive0804

Thanks Hun ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Im so sorry to read this. Sending you lots of love. Like others I truely admire your brave personality during such heartbreaking times. Thinking of you xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Applepie7

Awww thank you! I do really try my best, staying positive and planning ahead always helps me get through hard times quicker and just carry on, I don't like getting stuck on what if's cause this brings me more heartache. Love and hugs your way ❤️🤗🍀

I'm so sorry to read this! Sending you hugs x

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Klndmr in reply to User20

Hugs and love your way too xx

I’m so so sorry to read this and am sending so much love xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to Gempuddleduck

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I was praying for positive result since your last post, you are a very brave girl. You will surely get success in your next attempt.. lots of luv and best wishes to u.

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Klndmr in reply to Priyasharma

Thank you ever so much! Best of luck with your 2ww! Hope it ends with a positive results! Hugs and baby dust your way 🍀❤️🤗💕💜🥰

I’m so sorry for you, big hugs 🤗 xx

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Klndmr in reply to ellen541

Thank you! Bug hugs to you too xxx

So sorry to read this, it’s so unfair! I love to see that you keep smiling, keep your smile and positivity and good things will come your way! You deserve it 🌈

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Klndmr in reply to FrancyItaly

Absolutely! This smile is never leaving my face, and my positivity is never leaving my heart I will keep going until I get what I'm fighting for! Thank you 🥰💜Hope you are well and things are going great ❤️ xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to FrancyItaly

Absolutely! This smile is never leaving my face, and my positivity is never leaving my heart I will keep going until I get what I'm fighting for! Thank you 🥰💜Hope you are well and things are going great ❤️ xxxx

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FrancyItaly in reply to Klndmr

That’s the spirit! You will get there! ❤️🌈 💫 xxxxx

I am so very sorry to read this news today, I had hoped to hear good news from your scan, its just very heartbreaking and emotional as you have been through so much .as many have said I also admire your positivity and strength it gives me encouragement for my upcoming FET after the tragic loss of my daughter in 2021 it is very hard to be hopeful and positivity is lost. but the way you are during your treatment and even now after this and all your losses gives me the strength to be hopeful.

you are in my thoughts. sending you love , take care xx

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Klndmr in reply to butterfliez

I'm so sorry for your loss! And thank you for your beautiful words! We owe this to ourselves and to all we've lost to keep fighting! Sooner or later our time will come too! Lots of love your way and wishing you all the best with your FET! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

😲🥹 I'm lost for words... Really sorry to read this💔 I wish I could say something that would make you feel better. You should be extremely proud of yourself to have come this far. Such a strong, strong lady and I'm shamefully saying I don't have half the amount of resilience that resides within you, and that's what will get you your baby (ies)💪💪 Wishing you best of luck with your next transfer ❤️xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Katiluna

Thank you! And trust me, you have more resilience and strength than you think you've got! Love and hugs your way ❤️❤️🤗 xx

So sorry to hear that. Sending kinds thoughts to you!

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Klndmr in reply to Savvy_teapot

Thank you ever so much! ❤️❤️❤️

I’m so sad to read this, you are so supportive on here to so many and I love your positivity . We were all hoping this was going to be the one for you. Big hug and lots of love xx.

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Klndmr in reply to Rol81

Thank you ever so much! Best of luck with your appointment and your FET! 🍀🍀🍀🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️

Hi Kindmr,

I’m really sorry to read this! I thought it might be unfortunately just one but not the two. That’s just so sad. I hope you are ok over there on your own. It must be very hard. Your post is very positive though and you have given me strength to carry on. Please take care of yourself, you are an amazingly strong woman. Sending you loads of hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to Jrss1

Thank you! I had a slight hope that one has survived but knowing my body I was almost sure it didn't. What can we do? We can't change what's happened but we can pick ourselves and crack on hoping the future has some better things for us ahead! Lots of love, hugs and strength your way too Hun ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m heartbroken to read your post and pray your dream to become a mother happens soon xx

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Klndmr in reply to COAGMS

Thank you ever so much! ❤️

I am so sorry.. I had a recurrent implantation failure and it was resolved by using higher dose of steroids and intralipid infusions (I have high NK cells)..If that’s maybe sth related to you,I can give you more information. I am sending you lots of love and strength. ❤️🍀

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Klndmr in reply to dexy1389

Thank you! I had all possible tests done NK cells were all normal but despite that I had intralipids infusion too, I was on a low dose of steroids, blood thinners, aspirin. I'm thinking all those made a difference and I would benefit from a higher doses with my next transfer. Love and hugs your way too ❤️🤗🍀💕

Sending love to you beautiful girl. You are truly amazing 💕

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Klndmr in reply to CLDxxx

Aww thank you with all my heart! ❤️🤗💕

I am so sorry 😔 you are very inspiring to all of us. Keep going ahead ❤️ hugs

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Klndmr in reply to Blueberry211

Thank you ever so much! Love and hugs your way xx

So sorry to hear this. Sometimes this process is so incredibly hard.x You have such a positive outlook, and I really wish you the best for the future.xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Starlight5453

It can be devastating and crushing but I won't let infertility beats me! This is my fight and sooner or later infertility will be defeated! 💕🤗❤️ Hope everything with you is well!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

So sorry to read this 😔 ❤️ wishing you a restful day xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Daisyjulia

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Although this is heartbreaking, there is positives to be seen in this. I'm really hoping that the consultants can adapt treatment from the history and your on your way to being the mommy you WILL be .

Sending love to you xx

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Klndmr in reply to Ayesha1601

I'm sure the consultant will find the way to improve things and help me get and stay pregnant! Thank you ever so much ❤️🤗💕🍀

So sorry to read this update. Absolutely devastated for you lovely 💔. I just wanted to say I think that your strength, courage and positivity constantly shine through and I think you are amazing and I so hope that you get there very soon. Sending huge hugs. Take care of yourself and huge luck to you whenever you take your next steps lovely ❤️ Xx

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Klndmr in reply to Picalilli99

Awww thank you ever so much! I've already planned my next transfer, if all well I'll be returning for a FET in September and will be hoping for the best.I just also want to wish you all the luck in the world for next week! I'll be keeping you and your little one in my thoughts! Sending you all the luck in the world 💕💕💕🍀🍀🍀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

You're inspirational with that never to give up attitude and tons of positivity in such an unimaginable situation..

Sending you lots of love and best wishes for the next steps xxx

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Klndmr in reply to supportplease

Thank you ever so much! I'm nowhere near giving up, the loss and failure makes me want to fight even harder! ❤️🤗How is everything with you? Hope your number have doubled and tripled and things are going well! Love and hugs your way ❤️🤗🍀 xxx

I'm so so sorry - I really hoped for the best and this must be so heartbreaking after all of your hard work and effort. It's so much to deal with! As you say, you hit some great milestones this time around and it sounds like you have some amazing support with your Turkish doctor, too. All the best for your next steps xxx💔

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Klndmr in reply to Hoop123

Thank you ever so much! I definitely feel like I did find my doctor, he is absolutely brilliant and can't fault him at all and for anything. I believe with all my heart he will be the one to help me get my miracle! 🍀🤗❤️Hope everything is well with you! ❤️🤗🍀

I am so sorry for what you are current going through. Your strength, resilience and positive attitude is inspiring. You truly are a warrior. I hope you have some support around you and take extra care x

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Klndmr in reply to Hoping20

Thank you ever so much! I do have support around me and I'm now back in UK spending time with hubby and my fur baby, that's all I need right now 🍀🤗❤️💕Hope you are well xxx

I’m vey sorry my lovely, you’re the bravest ❤️ Sending you hugs and kisses xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to Mahriya

Thank you ever so much! Hugs and love your way too xx

So sorry it didn’t work out this time. Stay strong! Good things happen to those who wait xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Nenad

Absolutely! Thank you ❤️💕❤️💕

That's tough. I don't want to give false hope but I had 7 failed transfers and now am sitting feeding my 3 month old so it can work 8th time round after no previous success. Buserelin before the FET seemed to help me .

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Klndmr in reply to Alpop

There is no such thing as false hope! 🤗🤗🤗 8th, 9th I'll be fighting right until I get my miracle too!I'm glad it worked out for you, this definitely always gives me strength and hope!

Love and hugs your way! 🤗💕🍀

I'm so sorry sweetheart, what a he'll of a time you're having. Sending love & hugs.xxx

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Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5

Tell me about it! It's such a shitty outcome and I don't even want to get upset anymore. I just want to sit back, relax, forget about it and plan my next transfer which I already did anywya haha. Sooner or later infertility will be defeated! 🍀💕🤗❤️

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Cinderella5 in reply to Klndmr

Honestly, I get that you have done your "grieving" and just need to get on. It really has been a shitty, awful time. I am so pleased that you have so much fight, grit and determination....this would knock anyone back but you, my little fighter....you flipping got this!💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻😘😘😘😘😘xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5

Your words always always make me feel so much better ❤️🥰🙏 I did skip the grieving a bit and it did hit me bit harder in the past couple of days but getting there 🥰🍀💕 I think once I get a negative test and my last beta I'll be fully ready to move on ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Cinderella5 in reply to Klndmr

I'm sure you'll still have your moments....I did but I also found the negative gave me a fresh page to forge ahead. Let yourself have those down days, we need to acknowledge them to move forward!!😪🤗😘💪🏻xxxx

so crappy to hear this, it's great to hear you've got the fire in your tummy already though 🔥❤️ You go get um missy!!!! xxxx

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Klndmr in reply to HollyT7

I'm already ready for my next transfer, roll on September 🥰❤️😁 Congratulations on your pregnancy and hope you are doing great! 😁❤️🥰🍀💕

Your positivity is amazing to see! I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope your next transfer is the one ❤️ Sending you all my love 🥰

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Klndmr in reply to ZiggyandBC

Thank you ever so much! Love and smiles your way xx

Your positivity is so inspiring. They say only the strongest are tested and I have everything crossed for your next try. As I keep reading it just takes one 🙏🏼❤️🤞🏼 Xx

Thank you ever so much! I do try to stay positive even though there are days when it's harder than others but what can we do. Try to stay strong, forget and move on 🥰❤️🍀

Just wanted to say what an absolute inspiration you are. Sat here feeling very sorry for myself googling ‘7th BFN IVF’ and Came across this post. I feel completely lifted by your hope and optimism. You are amazing. Wishing you all the luck for the future 💛

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