Nothing ever goes to plan on this journey

[aamiller405]

In the middle of FET cycle.. Had scan this morning to check lining.. Linings all good but another polyp or something similar has appeared AGAIN.

It wasn't there at baseline scan but oncd again has reappeared now. Back up tomorrow for a different consultant to see and make the call if we cancel this cycle or not.

But to my untrained eye it looks even bigger than the one that cancelled our fresh cycle and I needed an op to remove.

Honestly today I just feel like throwing in the towel.. Apparently some higher power somewhere does not want me to have a baby. Its just a constant round of bad news and things going wrong.

On the outside I'm holding it together but on the inside I'm screaming, crying and losing all hope.

[Sayusayme]

Hi dear

Don't worry even my transfer was cancelled twice due to cyst and now this is my third trial for embryo transfer on 24 the October and luckily transfer happened on that day and am on sixth day post transfer with negative urine test

Over that I have no embryo left because when they defrost my embryo on transfer day they came to know that out of eight blastocyts only two are viable so that two blastocyts only transfered and here I am with negative urine test ...

Life is uncertain and no one to blame ....

Only thing I can say is keep trying trying till how much ever you can try..

Coz there is no one or god or universe who is listening to us or helping us other den we helping our self...

So dear keep trying trying..😘😘...I will send you all the courage and strength 😔😔

[aamiller405 in reply to Sayusayme]

Thank you.. Best of luck for the future xo

[Millbanks]

Argh! So sorry hun - that’s horribly frustrating. Fingers crossed it goes away, I had one that seemed to appear and reappear throughout my stims so you never know xxx

[aamiller405 in reply to Millbanks]

Hope so 🤞🤞 xo

[Millbanks in reply to aamiller405]

I meant disappear and reappear..... xxx