So .... thatโs me back on the meds , just casually growing my lining in prep for the last embryo of cycle two. ๐๐๐ฅบ๐ฅณ๐คฉ๐ข๐๐ข๐๐ป๐๐
Anyone that knows me still here and cycling with me? ๐
( Story recap:
cycle one= one blast but freeze all due to polyp .
Polyp removed
FET= 0,
then second cycle ,
All
Injections done and few days off egg collection then covid cancelled everything!
Then started again, got 2 blastos,
one = โ then MMC discovered at 10.5weeks...... so ..... this is our last embryo from our private cycles whilst we continue to wait on our 20 month nhs waiting list)
Trying to pretend itโs no big deal. But, you know the drill...... let the emotions begin ๐๐คฃ Iโve cried twice today already for no reason ๐๐คช
Scan on 3rd April ๐
Come on oul lining .... let it grow, let it grow! ๐๐ป๐๐
Hopefully someone will be with me ๐๐ป๐๐๐ป๐๐๐ป๐๐๐ป
๐ฆ ๐ x
Ps I done even know what to think anymore. Trying not to dream
Or doom it but itโs hard ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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Wishing you all the very best of luck๐ค ๐ค. Itโs such an emotional roller coaster so not surprised youโre feeling teary. Thinking of you. ๐xx
Iโll be thinking of ya and praying for peace and good news ๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ hope you get some sleep tonight ๐๐๐
I am keeping everything crossed for you! I was waiting for an update, didn't want ask as it might not be easy to share... I wish you lots of luck and let's hope this is the one ๐ค๐๐ผ๐ช๐คโค๏ธ
Hey RhinoCat, I only just recently joined the forum but saw some of your previous posts and can relate to the rollercoaster you talk about. ๐We keep pressing on though right?
Just wanted to wish you all the best and say I will be praying that this is your round. ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐๐พ
Thank you JoyfulStar! pressing on indeed! It is relentless ๐คฏ๐คชI hope you feel welcome here and get the support you need. I just caught up with your story . Have you had a transfer yet?
Not yet had a transfer from my 3 cycle package of embryo banking. I had one BFN once before.
My most recent cycle was very disappointing! I have one more cycle of egg collection and should have a transfer in April. I am praying with all my heart that all goes well. ๐๐พ
Glad to hear youโve got another egg collection with two in freezer already. Best idea before you try to use them as it takes a while ๐๐๐ป๐๐
Hey RhinoCat ! Good on you for hopping back on to the old ๐ข i expect its such an emotional time gearing yourself up to go again after everything youโve been through. But youโve got this ๐ช. Iโve got everything crossed for you that this last little one is THE one. Best of luck lovely xxxx
Iโm ok thanks. We are due to sign our consent forms soon for our first attempt with DE. Think they are taking a little longer to match people due to all of the knock on effects from COVID restrictions, but fingers crossed we might perhaps be able to get going sometime in the summer ๐ค๐ค xx
Oh this sounds exciting /promising ๐คฉ๐๐ป๐๐ป๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ Covid has impacted so many things . Hopefully with things calming down and all the vaccinations that are going on.... things will get going again. Maybe some people will have been inspired to donate their eggs too ๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐ Canโt wait to follow this next part of your journey brave lady ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐
Aww thank you lovely ๐ ๐ Please keep us updated with how you get on. Hope your lining is well behaved and does what it needs to at your scan! Take care x
Youโll get back to it ๐๐๐ Sipsmith do a great alcohol free one! To be fair , a Wee ginger ale over ice and lime is a nice wee alternative or rose lemonade with raspberries ice etc. ๐น makes it feel fancy ๐
Gosh that does sound nice, I'llbe trying that in the summer! To be honest I havent really missed a drink....all worth it!! Doubt I'll want to drink again with sleep deprivation!๐xx
Yip! Delayed a week as my period came late but should start the meds to thicken my lining next week so not too far behind me, you can pave the way for me ๐
Thank you ๐๐ป๐๐ all prayers needed . I feel a bit blank this time if that makes sense . I imagine in ten days when Iโm heading for the scan my normal anxious ivf brain will be back again ๐๐๐๐ป
Oh brill ๐คฉ๐ฅณ so nice to have someone close with me on it ๐๐๐ป๐๐ happy lining growing ๐ as only an ivf sister would understand ๐๐ฅณ๐๐
This is our first cycle and the closest weโve come in 10 years of trying. Iโm scared and excited. We have 5 in the freezer from ICSI and Iโm pinning all my hopes on one of them as I was so poorly with the stims I honestly donโt know if I can do it again!
Wow 5 in the freezer ๐คฉ im jealous ๐ Every flippin cycle is so different. ๐คฏJust focus on one bit at a time, glad you be got this far. ๐๐The hard bit is over I always think , with all the injections etc. Love snd hugs ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
All the best with this embryo. Just take it all as it comes. Feel whatever way you feel. You have got this far so your doing so well.
I start my injections for our 1st ever cycle of ICSI on good Friday. So I hope it brings me luck. Glad to get the ball rolling. Going to just take each day as it comes.
All the luck in the world going your way from me. I hope this is the one for you ๐๐๐ฅฐ
Delighted to hear youโre starting! Itโs a bit scary but once you start youโll feel like finalllllllyyyy something is happening! Message me if need some ivf sister support! I had so many questions etc the first cycle! The women on this wall were an amazing help and support. No question is too weird or too small. Chances are weโve all Asked the same things! Maybe weโll cross paths in the car park and not even know ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ Iโll be thinking of you every time Iโm there. I hope you get the good nurses! Make yourself and this plan your priority, build all the barriers you need and please put yourself first. Be kind to yourself. This journey is hard but many of the women who have commented above are proof that it can happen...... if we donโt give up ๐๐๐ป๐๐ with ya every step of the way ๐๐๐ป๐๐
We are really good thanks, sheโs going to be 6 months old this weekend ๐ฑ Not sure where the time is going but sheโs full of sass and amazing. Enjoying every moment! ๐ฅฐ
6 months ๐ฑ wow! Guess she must be though ๐คฃ im sure itโs been hard during lockdown but hopefully good too that youโve been able to have proper quality time with your Wee angel ๐ผ๐ผ Love that she has sass ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ ๐๐ผ must be like her mama ๐๐คฉ
๐ so far so good with us Iโm 26 weeks on Tuesday with a little girl ๐ฅฐ I canโt wait to see your update and will keep everything crossed for you ๐คxxx
Wishing you loads of luck! ๐ A little ahead of you, just in the last few days of my 2ww from my FET and losing my mind!! ๐ Will be crossing my fingers for you ๐ค๐ป๐ xxx
So keeping all appendages possible (fingers, toes, arms, legs!) crossed for you - can definitely relate to your emotions! Wishing you all the luck and good vibes for this cycle lovely ๐๐ค๐ฝ๐๐ค๐ฝ๐๐ค๐ฝ Xxx
I am just in the middle of my FET now. First FET but I have had 4IVF cycles, 2xectopics and one MMC. They found a cyst on my scan on wed so this FET might not be able to go ahead. I guess we will see. Wishing you all the luck. What is your medication regime? Xxx
Awh hopefully they can get you sorted quickly. Youโve been through so much ๐๐๐๐๐ im just on 2mg of Elleste Solo 3 times a day, scan in day 10
Then itโll be add 5 days of gel at night when the lining is ok. Whatโs yours?
Norethisterone for 8 days then breakthrough bleed. Then baseline scan (which is now Monday and hopefully this cyst has gone.) if all ok Iโll start progynova 2mg TDS.
When did you start the Elleste ? Was it day 1 of your cycle?
Yeah day one of cycle for ten days to grow lining . Itโs same as prognova I guess ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ then gel progesterone When then decide im five days away . It is so weird how they all try different ways ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ
Eeek! It all sounds too familiar indeed! Your post made me chuckle!๐ I am waiting for my 6th cycle to start at some point soon so can completely relate. My best wishes! Do keep us updated
Ahhh I really wish you all the best for this cycle and your little emby ๐๐! I hope it's as smooth a ride as can be on this roller coaster or you this time around. I'm just waiting to start my next cycle for my 6th transfer and the wait seems never ending ๐ฉ! X
My first cycle was cancelled just before Egg collection in November 2019 because of severe OHSS.
My second cycle was in January 2020 where had egg collection but only 2 made it to day 3, had both transferred on day 3 but got BFN.
Then my Third cycle was in September 2020 freeze all because of OHSS but managed to get 3 frozen on day 5 and 1 frozen on day 6. Had 1 FET in December 2020 but again was BFN.
So I am hoping 3rd time lucky for BFP. Feeling the same as you don't know what to think anymore and spent Wednesday crying about the smallest of things.
My lining scan is on 5th April so a couple of days after you.
Hope it all goes well for you and that this time is our time. Xx I'll be thinking of you. What day is your transfer day?
Hiya lovely, sending you all the love and luck in the world, can only imagine how tricky it is to navigate how your feeling but all you can do is take one step at a time, you have got this! ๐โค๏ธ Xx
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