Anyone that knows me still here and cycling with me? π
( Story recap:
cycle one= one blast but freeze all due to polyp .
Polyp removed
FET= 0,
then second cycle ,
All
Injections done and few days off egg collection then covid cancelled everything!
Then started again, got 2 blastos,
one = β then MMC discovered at 10.5weeks...... so ..... this is our last embryo from our private cycles whilst we continue to wait on our 20 month nhs waiting list)
Trying to pretend itβs no big deal. But, you know the drill...... let the emotions begin ππ€£ Iβve cried twice today already for no reason ππ€ͺ
Scan on 3rd April π
Come on oul lining .... let it grow, let it grow! ππ»ππ
Hopefully someone will be with me ππ»πππ»πππ»πππ»
π¦ π x
Ps I done even know what to think anymore. Trying not to dream
Or doom it but itβs hard ππππππππππ
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Wishing you all the very best of luckπ€ π€. Itβs such an emotional roller coaster so not surprised youβre feeling teary. Thinking of you. πxx
Iβll be thinking of ya and praying for peace and good news ππ»ππ»ππ»πππππππ hope you get some sleep tonight πππ
I am keeping everything crossed for you! I was waiting for an update, didn't want ask as it might not be easy to share... I wish you lots of luck and let's hope this is the one π€ππΌπͺπ€β€οΈ
Hey RhinoCat, I only just recently joined the forum but saw some of your previous posts and can relate to the rollercoaster you talk about. πWe keep pressing on though right?
Just wanted to wish you all the best and say I will be praying that this is your round. ππΎππΎ ππΎ
Thank you JoyfulStar! pressing on indeed! It is relentless π€―π€ͺI hope you feel welcome here and get the support you need. I just caught up with your story . Have you had a transfer yet?
Not yet had a transfer from my 3 cycle package of embryo banking. I had one BFN once before.
My most recent cycle was very disappointing! I have one more cycle of egg collection and should have a transfer in April. I am praying with all my heart that all goes well. ππΎ
Glad to hear youβve got another egg collection with two in freezer already. Best idea before you try to use them as it takes a while πππ»ππ
Hey RhinoCat ! Good on you for hopping back on to the old π’ i expect its such an emotional time gearing yourself up to go again after everything youβve been through. But youβve got this πͺ. Iβve got everything crossed for you that this last little one is THE one. Best of luck lovely xxxx
Iβm ok thanks. We are due to sign our consent forms soon for our first attempt with DE. Think they are taking a little longer to match people due to all of the knock on effects from COVID restrictions, but fingers crossed we might perhaps be able to get going sometime in the summer π€π€ xx
Aww thank you lovely π π Please keep us updated with how you get on. Hope your lining is well behaved and does what it needs to at your scan! Take care x
Youβll get back to it πππ Sipsmith do a great alcohol free one! To be fair , a Wee ginger ale over ice and lime is a nice wee alternative or rose lemonade with raspberries ice etc. πΉ makes it feel fancy π
Gosh that does sound nice, I'llbe trying that in the summer! To be honest I havent really missed a drink....all worth it!! Doubt I'll want to drink again with sleep deprivation!πxx
Yip! Delayed a week as my period came late but should start the meds to thicken my lining next week so not too far behind me, you can pave the way for me π
Thank you ππ»ππ all prayers needed . I feel a bit blank this time if that makes sense . I imagine in ten days when Iβm heading for the scan my normal anxious ivf brain will be back again ππππ»
This is our first cycle and the closest weβve come in 10 years of trying. Iβm scared and excited. We have 5 in the freezer from ICSI and Iβm pinning all my hopes on one of them as I was so poorly with the stims I honestly donβt know if I can do it again!
All the best with this embryo. Just take it all as it comes. Feel whatever way you feel. You have got this far so your doing so well.
I start my injections for our 1st ever cycle of ICSI on good Friday. So I hope it brings me luck. Glad to get the ball rolling. Going to just take each day as it comes.
All the luck in the world going your way from me. I hope this is the one for you πππ₯°
Delighted to hear youβre starting! Itβs a bit scary but once you start youβll feel like finalllllllyyyy something is happening! Message me if need some ivf sister support! I had so many questions etc the first cycle! The women on this wall were an amazing help and support. No question is too weird or too small. Chances are weβve all Asked the same things! Maybe weβll cross paths in the car park and not even know πππππ»ππ»ππ»ππ»πππππππππ Iβll be thinking of you every time Iβm there. I hope you get the good nurses! Make yourself and this plan your priority, build all the barriers you need and please put yourself first. Be kind to yourself. This journey is hard but many of the women who have commented above are proof that it can happen...... if we donβt give up πππ»ππ with ya every step of the way πππ»ππ
We are really good thanks, sheβs going to be 6 months old this weekend π± Not sure where the time is going but sheβs full of sass and amazing. Enjoying every moment! π₯°
π so far so good with us Iβm 26 weeks on Tuesday with a little girl π₯° I canβt wait to see your update and will keep everything crossed for you π€xxx
Wishing you loads of luck! π A little ahead of you, just in the last few days of my 2ww from my FET and losing my mind!! π Will be crossing my fingers for you π€π»π xxx
So keeping all appendages possible (fingers, toes, arms, legs!) crossed for you - can definitely relate to your emotions! Wishing you all the luck and good vibes for this cycle lovely ππ€π½ππ€π½ππ€π½ Xxx
I am just in the middle of my FET now. First FET but I have had 4IVF cycles, 2xectopics and one MMC. They found a cyst on my scan on wed so this FET might not be able to go ahead. I guess we will see. Wishing you all the luck. What is your medication regime? Xxx
Awh hopefully they can get you sorted quickly. Youβve been through so much πππππ im just on 2mg of Elleste Solo 3 times a day, scan in day 10
Then itβll be add 5 days of gel at night when the lining is ok. Whatβs yours?
Norethisterone for 8 days then breakthrough bleed. Then baseline scan (which is now Monday and hopefully this cyst has gone.) if all ok Iβll start progynova 2mg TDS.
When did you start the Elleste ? Was it day 1 of your cycle?
Yeah day one of cycle for ten days to grow lining . Itβs same as prognova I guess π€·πΌββοΈ then gel progesterone When then decide im five days away . It is so weird how they all try different ways π€·πΌββοΈ
Eeek! It all sounds too familiar indeed! Your post made me chuckle!π I am waiting for my 6th cycle to start at some point soon so can completely relate. My best wishes! Do keep us updated
My first cycle was cancelled just before Egg collection in November 2019 because of severe OHSS.
My second cycle was in January 2020 where had egg collection but only 2 made it to day 3, had both transferred on day 3 but got BFN.
Then my Third cycle was in September 2020 freeze all because of OHSS but managed to get 3 frozen on day 5 and 1 frozen on day 6. Had 1 FET in December 2020 but again was BFN.
So I am hoping 3rd time lucky for BFP. Feeling the same as you don't know what to think anymore and spent Wednesday crying about the smallest of things.
My lining scan is on 5th April so a couple of days after you.
Hope it all goes well for you and that this time is our time. Xx I'll be thinking of you. What day is your transfer day?
Hiya lovely, sending you all the love and luck in the world, can only imagine how tricky it is to navigate how your feeling but all you can do is take one step at a time, you have got this! πβ€οΈ Xx
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