So Wednesday I had my 3rd embryo transfer (our first fet) I was determined to remain calm throughout this 2ww as by now I know the deal.
I am yet to start looking for signs, symptoms etc that's not the problem.
The issue is more I'm already worrying if things I'm doing will make it not work. The list of worries so far is:
Is sleeping on my belly going to make it not work?
Is eating a spicey dinner last night going to make it not work?
In bed last night I got two sudden sharp bouts of cramp in my feet that made me suddenly jerk up and pull on my feet for a few minutes. Is the sudden jerks I did going to make it not work?
Hubby was out last night and we've lent our spare key to a friend so I left my key out for hubby to let himself in so I could go to bed. At quarter past midnight the doorbell rang and I woke with a start, heart racing and I rushed downstairs to find hubby at the front door saying he couldn't find the key (turns out he had knocked it off the box I left it on as he couldn't see it in the dark and didn't think to use the torch on his phone!) so I was shaken up a bit and pissed off at him. Then I worried could this make it not work?
I'm eating out with friends tomorrow and I really want to eat the lamb burger but the restaurant have told me that the lamb burgers meat will always be a little bit red even if it's well cooked - so now I'm worried about ordering that in case that causes it to not work!
I'm even being careful with how I bend so nothing feels like it's pulling!
Please tell me I'm not the only one that is getting this crazy in the 2ww (and feel free to tell me if any of the above actually will have an effect on it working 😂)
Thank god my 2ww is short and test date is next Saturday!