Hello everyone. My fiancé and I lost our baby boy on Christmas day, I went to the hospital on Christmas eve with cramps and I was thinking that it wasn't bad until a half an hour it got more intense, my sister and my fiancé took me to the ER. and the doctors found that my water sac was in my vagina and it was already too late to stop the contractions and too late to push the baby back in. I had to go through a normal labor and delivery. The doctors said the baby wasn't gonna make it. I was 23 weeks pregnant. I felt that what have I done wrong or why didn't they see this coming. while having my contractions I was put on epidural and hours later, I didn't feel the baby go down until the nurse check me and told me that the baby is out and not breathing. My heart wanted to burst and I felt like someone took my breath away and rip my heart out. My baby boy will always be in my heart. When I was reading your story, I was so touched by those and realize that I'm not the only one that is going through it. I have strength and hope for future.