hi everyone just reaching out for some support.....we have been trying for 2 and a half years and its finally taking a toll on our relationship and my mental health. After my breakdown 2 days ago my husband and I have decided to call it a day and just try enjoy our lives as much as we can. My cycles seem irregular to me ranging from 25-29 days however the drs are saying that its pretty good so i am confused. As each month passes i begin to feel less of a woman and I have got to the point where I hate myself and my body. I also feel like a failure of a wife as my husband wants a child as bad as me too. I think its my fault because of my womb and he thinks its his with his motility we're just speculating. We are currently going through tests a second time with another hospital and it won't be until June until we finally see a consultant with a plan of what our options are. We have tried everything drs have suggested and take all sorts of vitamins everyday. I just feel like im going round in circles one minute feeling hopeful i get my period then I feel negative. I have just lost hope and belief that it will ever happen for us now. How does every one else keep hopeful and strong because its definitely something I need to learn? Thank you!