Results are in......its a no this time :(

[isitonlyadream]

HI Ladies

Hope you are all ok

Just had the call and the blood test was a negative result.

So we now have our follow up appointment for the 9th June to discuss our little frozen embryo and what we have learnt / can change going forward

So that gives me two weeks of down time - I am going to get my roots done (have avoided the hairdressers so now I have lovely dark roots!), get back to the gym and sort this stomach that has appeared out! and get some well deserved TLC with my patient beyond belief husband!

To those of you still on the 2WW or even just starting your 2WW, its hell and its the longest 2WW ever, but just enjoy the hope and excitement that you can feel in the pit of your stomach and remember, pregnant until proven otherwise

Good luck everyone and I will keep checking in for your updates and will be back when we are on our next trip on this rollercoaster

Holly x

[EmJayne91]

Oh holly bless you sweetheart!!! You seem so positive still though good for you babe!! Xxx

[isitonlyadream in reply to EmJayne91]

Hi emjayne

There is no use beating ourselves up over it we just have to accept that for whatever reason this one was not meant to be .... That's the only way I'll get my head round it.

Holly x

[Cinderella5]

So sorry to hear that! Sounds like you have a good plan taking some time out to focus on yourself and your husband. Take care x

[isitonlyadream in reply to Cinderella5]

Hi Cinderella

Yes I have to have a plan I'm an eternal planner!!

Having thrown everything at this ( acupuncture, embryo scope, avocados, protein .. To name just a few!!) it will be nice just to be us for a bit x

Holly x

[Aimaim77]

Hi Holly ,

I am so sorry. You sound like a strong woman ( not sure if cope as well) treat yourself to some lovely things and days and I'm keeping it all crossed for your nxt shot . Xxxx

[isitonlyadream]

Hi aimaim

I wasn't sure how I'd cope but we just have to stay positive and hope that our frozen little one is the one 😄

Holly x

[Flossy85]

Aww I'm so sorry to hear it did not work for you this time holly, thinking of you. Certainly take some 'me' time and keep focusing on your lil frostie you sound an amazing positive woman and I wish you all the best of luck with your next try xxx 😃💗

[isitonlyadream in reply to Flossy85]

Hi flossy

Thank you 😄

Holly x

[Tlove]

Sorry it didn't work this time. Keep up that great attitude of yours!! And enjoy time with your partner, do some nice things together before you have to do this again. Hope your little Frostie will be the one! x

[isitonlyadream in reply to Tlove]

Hi Tlove

We hope so too 😄

Ready now to put my brain into gear and get some work done as I have been useless the last few weeks!!

Thank you for all of your reassurance over the last few days and for being there xx

Holly x

[MommaBear16]

So sorry to hear this, I was still hopeful for you. Enjoy your down time with your husband. Sending love to you both x x x

[isitonlyadream in reply to MommaBear16]

Thanks momma bear xx

[Hidden]

Massive hugs to you xxx

[Tara2016]

Ahh so sorry to hear this Holly. Your are incredibly strong and you should be proud. Ivf is not for the faint hearted. I think i totally broke down yesterday and decided to stay away from the office today and tomorrow to get back on track. Did another test and it seems the lines are getting weaker but will wait and see how the next week progresses. I think it's good you having a break to get back on track as it's amazing how much this process consumes you. Have some quality time and I am sure your frostie will be the one! All the best Holly x

[isitonlyadream]

Hi Tara

Thank you so much and please try not to worry, so easy to say I know. You are best having a few days off if your not feeling great, I find if I work when my heads a mess I do more harm than good!

IVF is certainly not for the faint hearted, that's for sure.

Keep strong and keep positive xx

Holly x

[Hidden]

So sorry to hear that Holly. Take care of yourself xxx

[pm27]

Sorry to hear you got your BFN. It sounds like you've got lots of things planned.

[Daisy-Mae]

So sorry this wasn't the time. Sending so much love to you and your hubby ❤️