Sorry if this is a bit rambling, I'm going a bit doolally on the 2ww! I'm 8dp5dt today, my OTD is Monday-13p5dt (not including transfer day, I think that's how it works!)
So anyway, I just got it into my head this morning that my period is on its way so I stupidly caved and did a cheapo test (from bodycare, I usually buy decent but I didn't want to waste a good one in case I am just fully losing the plot!) It was negative. Now I'm both angry at myself and feeling weak and upset because there wasn't even a whisper of a line. Why do we do this to ourselves! Feel like I've ruined the rest of my week 😩
The reason I thought my period could be coming is because I stared with a headache yesterday which I still have now and I have backache. The thing is, I do get backache with pms but I've actually had this since 2-3 days after my transfer and I very rarely get headaches with pms!! What the hell is this 2ww doing to me! Even as I write this I think I sound crazy 😳
For about 5-6 days I had lots of (not the kind I usually get) cramps, aches, pokey twinges & brief but sharp occasional shooting pains across my pelvis, sometimes in the middle but lower than where I feel period pain but mostly to the sides, again low and kinda where my pubic bone is. I still I have the ache a little but the pokes etc have died down.
I don't know if these could just be the meds, I'm on oestrogen tablets 3x per day and 2 pesseries a day. I haven't had any spotting or sore boobs etc.
Anyway, so sorry for the long post. This 2ww just makes me not recognise myself, I'm hoping I'm not alone!
Lots of love everyone xxx