OMG,OMG,OMG! I had the "Talk" prior starting ICSI earlier this month and I was offered counselling in january, i get a call this morning that the counsellor won t be with the kingston hospital anymore starting january and that appointement is canceled and i was offered an appointement this afternoon!! I m freaking out i don t know why but i m just freaking out, maybe because i ve never been to one before and i don t know what to expect maybe because even though i m starting my pill first week of december and after 3years TTC and 1year to make peace with it it s still a sore subject and an open wound that only a healthy baby can heal ???