I am haveing one of those months were my hopes were so high and as always came crashing down. I was 6 days late and even after the first negative test I still thourght I might have tested too early. I should know better by now not to set my self up like that, after trying for 3 nealy 4 years we suffer a eptopic preg 6 months ago ironically going for my first ivf appoment were I felt unwell, and it just got picked up and in the space of 30 mins I found out I was pregnent and then it wasn't ment to be. And I was all on my own as my partner messed up and thought I didn't need him there as I live in staffordshire and he works in reading and The fertility clinic is in Nottingham. So befor we started ivf we had secondary Infertility as we have a 5 year old. And now I have only one tube but two ovaries so I have an 80% chance wot ever that means . It all fills a bit hopeless at the mo I hate living from month to month with hope that this will be the month and it's not. I fill very lucky to have my little girl I just don't won't her to be an only Child and I fill like everyone is thinking after all wot I have been through I should just be thankful for wot I have, my sister has even said it to me but she has 3 boys so she has know idear wot it's like to wont something so much and never get it. Sorry for such a long massage I am just filling a bit low and fill like I don't have any one to talk to ..