I feel like i just need to vent im so upset and worried right now and just feel really alone.. on top of having endo and constantly worrying about my fertility i now also had an abnormal cervical smear (first ever smear) which resulted in me having to go to the hospital for a colposcopy and biopsy.. that was on friday.. i feel so depressed. i know that people say that its "Pre cancer NOT cancer" but its not that simple for me as i also have a lump.. so it could very well be more than just Pre cancer cells.. im so upset and scared and i was in tears at the hospital i just feel like there is never gonna be a happy ending to anything in my life lately. and now i have to wait for 3 weeks to get my results and find out what needs to happen next. i suffer from really bad health anxiety and have done for years. this has all sent me into a big depression.. part of me feels like if i do have cancer that at least that will just put an end to it all for me. cant take much more
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