As some of you may remember I posted last month I had a misscarriage with what I was convinced was a ectopic pregnancy, well by some miracle I fell preg again start away...... And thought surely this is ment to be.... I wouldn't have fell so quickly if it wasn't ment to be..... I'm now laid in a hospital bed after having to have a lap to find out wether it was an ectopic pregnancy or not (I only had the pain no other symptoms) turns out it was, the Drs managed to save my tube but I just think what was the point!!! I have never wanted anything more in my life and it's left me completely heartbroken!!! The dr said he removed some cysts and my tubes are cleared now, but I don't see how they can be clear when at a previous lap one of my tubs was completely blocked and one was very badly damaged, i want to try again for a baby but I just can't go through the pain again, the first time it tore me to pieces, the second time it took those pieces and stomped on them untill they could never be put back together and I can't keep putting my family through the pain, they have been really supportive but I can see how much it's hurting them watching me go through this, I do have one daughter but I had to miss her school play today which she was upset about as she's only 6 and is a complete mummy's girl. I can't work untill after new year now so I have no money coming in either..... I just feel like my whole world has fell apart and I don't know how to get it back
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