In short I have been diagnosed with stage 4 endo and have had x2 operations, I am still undergoing test's as they think it has come back, I still have pelvic pain, rectum pain painful sex , constipation all the time, infertility fatigue etc etc, and i am very stressed! this has been going on since 2009, although I wasn't diagnosed until 2011,this has all had such a mental impact on my life and I am so tired all of the time and just can't cope with the smallest amount of stress anymore, I have a very busy physical stressful job, I am in a situation where I either find another job or wait to see if they have another job that I could do which could mean having to travel nearly 50 miles per day to get to the new place of work! or worst case redundant! if I am no longer fit enough to fulfill my core role responsibilities.
I am so tired of explaining myself to people and them still making very inconsiderate comments or thinking your having a mardy because you flip or say you cant do something.
Its true no one really ever understands, even when you have explained it to them god know how many t, and I think it;s because they don't really want to know.
Just so fed up, just want to feel normal! what ever that is.