So I had my post surgery appointment with my specialist a few weeks ago, I've been trying to digest what he said...but honestly I feel so deflated and like I'm going in circles. My hospital is BSGE registered, and there's only 1 other hospital that is BSGE in my region, so I feel stuck. Basically he told me that during my lap he found extensive endometriosis patches throughout my womb and in both fallopian tubes, which he said he used ablation on due to the delicate nature of the tubes (I have 2 kids so maintaining my fertility is not something I'm fussed about, so I'm not sure why he felt this was necessary but there you go). On top of this he said he found severe adhesions that had glued my uterus to my stomach (I was previously told bowel by a doctor on the ward, but they apparently misinformed me). He said this is rare but was caused by my cesarean section. What baffled me was he said this WOULD NOT cause pain! How could my stomach.. which digests food...being stuck to my uterus NOT cause pain? I told him that the pulling sensation and swelling was gone after my surgery in August, but since October it has returned and now it is the same level as pre surgery. But he maintained that all the thick adhesions would cause ZERO symptoms. I also memtioned that the pain in my left kidney was still there and didnt go away, neither did the pain in my upper stomach on the right. But he just said they are not endo related and asked if I had other tests to rule out basic stuff! I explained I've obviously gone down that route, but he dug in and said that my pain is not endo related anymore because I've had surgery. I had to do my breathing to stop myself crying, honestly it was devastating being dismissed like that.
In a nut shell he has said I can't have a hysterectomy because I'm too young (31, coming up to 32, so I do agree for now I'm too young). That I've had my lap so that's all he can do, and he's referred t
Me to a pain clinic to try and deal with the pain. He won't do an MRI to check for DIE because he said the lap would have shown it, so he is basically saying "the lap should have cured you"
He's a specialist....he should know surgery isn't a guaranteed cure...I feel so let down. I told him that I'm acutely aware that nothing is a cure and it's all going to be about management of the pain, I'm not expecting miracles. But to dismiss my kidney symptoms and the upper stomach symptoms as "not endo" after all the tests that ruled out EVERYTHING ELSE (Kidney stones, lupus, kidney infections...I've been in A&E more times than a junior doctor lol)...it feels like he's totally written me off.
So what now? What on earth do I do? Is this just my life now?