I'm not even home from my CT scan with contrast this morning and I've already had a phone call from the consultants secretary asking me to come to appointment next Thurs to discuss. We all know how unusual it is for such an immediate response and for such a short wait for appointment. This is all making me very scared for what he's seen in the scan. I've always had the feeling he's not been telling me something.
The other thing that freaks me out is that my endo was discovered following an mri with orthopaedics. I was referred to gynae and the consultant said the specialist Centre was dealing with me as his speciality is cancer. I was told they wanted another mri to help plan surgery. When those results came back, I was told they wanted the ct scan and that I have a cyst behind my uterus. The gynae said the ct scan was to plan surgery and once he had the results, he'd phone me a few days later to discuss. The fact I've been phoned the day of the scan, like an hour later to meet with him, not the endo specialist in less than a week just fills me with fear.
Before endo was ever mentioned to me, about 2.5 years ago, a GP did some tests and told me I had all the signs of ovarian cancer. The gynae totally rejected this. They then totally rejected endo and I had a clear lap. I've been told that I do in the fact have endo and now I'm worried I'm about to be told that I do also have ovarian cancer.
I know no one can really know what he's going to tell me but I just hoped sharing this might help me cope. I'm pretty terrified.