I am 32 years old and was diagnosed when I was 23. I have a wonderful husband who ive been married to for nearly 10 years. We have 3 beautiful children 12, 9 and 6 years old. I am so lucky to have them after suffering 4 miscarriages and an ectopic. I work full time although I am currently off sick. I am having a hysterectomy on the 3rd of April after many treatments over the years that have failed including an endometrial ablation. Since finding out my date I have been spending a lot of time reflecting about how much I've been through since this all started and about the impact it's had on my children and husband.
How they have missed out on so much due to me and this awful illness. My husband has had to spend so much time caring for me. He's missed out on doing the things he wants to and us having a normal sex life. I think about what impact this will have on my children later in life. Will they resent me. Over the last 12 months I've spent more time off work than in due to this and also had to have amended duties while I was there. I'm a hard worker and have never been one to take time off. I worry if I've ruined my relationship with the team I work with due to all the allowances that have been made for me. Also the extra pressure it's put on them when I've been off.
Anyone else felt like this or feeling like this again the moment?